Oh well...

Same stuff different day. Nothing major going on.

Work is busy. Working way too many hours, and getting nothing done. I get to go in today too. Woooo.

Midas is still trying to work his way in....

Mr. Niceguy is as obnoxious as ever, but he keeps me smiling. No future, but fun to be around. Seriously, this is my life?

Pseudo..... Yea Pseudo..... I'm guessing he calls it trying.... I look at him, and I get angry. I know why, but don't have the courage to explain it to him. I do enjoy his company though, when I'm not fuming and snapping off insults at him. I've been trying to curb whatever it is that's resulting in this behavior to no avail. Even when he's not around, if I think about him, I get horribly angry. I apologized to him last night for avoiding him. Of course I couldn't just leave it at that. I had to insult him too. I've been lucky so far in that I've been able to play these random brain-to-mouth-filter-reboots off as jokes. I know there will be a point when he'll ask for an explanation as to why I've been so mean lately. He's already hinted at it a few times. I figure I am subconsciously protecting myself, and attempting to avoid allowing him to hurt me again. We'll see how this pans out.... I am not enjoying it.

Going to relax a bit before I head into work. I haven't hardly slept all week, and yes I know why, and yes I am attempting to fix it. Please don't ask, I will not talk about it.

Anyways, I am uber-cranky, but my cinnamon roll is nummers. I'm going to go be overly-melodramatic, and pretend that emos are my soul-mates. ;-) Oh the blackness of my soul! lol, gag me! Damn kids.

That was random. lol l8rs

I hope everyone has had a better week than I did. Love to all!